what now

what if this is what i'm looking for
what if i'm not ready
what if i'm not looking for what i thought i was looking for
what if i suck
what if it's the same stuff
what if i care
what if it's real
what if it's not

one day the sky is falling down....

i'll let it go if it's not real
i'll live with it if it is
i'll protect it if i care
i'll understand if it's the same stuff
i'll laugh if i suck
i'll keep looking if i found out i was not looking for what i thought i was looking for
i'll make a guess if i'm not ready
i'll bring it to bed if it is what i'm looking for