说过祝贺之后

在改作业的时候，大头收到了Hamilton的聘书。想想他从今后在讲台上谈古论今挥斥方遒，而我还在教授的一颦一笑里患得患失，改学生的病句纠正他们的发音。同样是青春，闪烁在谁的眼中？

我得找到自己的兴趣做个读书人吗？如果要，找得到吗？如果找到了，会就安心于读书吗？读书就能变成faculty吗？会变成那些行将就木的faculty吗？滥竽充数的？结党营私的？趋炎附势的？心狠手辣的？自以为是的？我终将变成他们，就好象faculty club里的每一张脸。

我做的到底有意义吗？好好活不抛弃不放弃，到底为什么？妈的，又彷徨了。

Good Morning

I just ran into Walker. He didn't kill me. Ha Ha

这样做算不算好好活

关系别人的事情，不可以放放再做，现在就做。
对别人有益自己无害的麻烦事，不可以犹豫，点头就做。
知道不对却一而再再而三的事，不可以动摇，想都不想。
为了表现而不为了表达的事情，细心体会，尽量不做。

哎呦喂呀

朱老师迟到了
45分钟
一定会有报应的

情人节的绝望

就要像惊蛰的时候虫子会醒一样，情人节人们不停的谈论爱情。
说得好绝望。算了。
生年不满百，何必为情愁。

Rumor

The relationship between rumor and people is inevidably exciting, no matter it's Chen Guanxi or Guo Yeheng, no matter it's you have a rumor or a rumor has you. It's damn hot.

How come Jubilee is immune to rumors? She cares for no rumor and no rumor concerns her. That's damn cool.

monologue

live your own cool life, jubilee. don't take the shit from anyone.
be kind.
be sweet.
be loving and caring.
be emotional.
be true.

wear your hair high? Yes!

Running out of excuses

The windy day is like Beijing, and the game is like years ago.

Well, I have a windshield now, keeping me from the wind and the game.

I'm sitting here with no excuses, and no need for excuses.

 

过年----好！

这年过得开心呢～
腊月二十九不靠谱和郑小晕一起吃了自己说哪天就是哪天的年夜饭，纯聊越有趣越害人，多少个晚上了这都。年轻人展望新年的时候我是真的很惨啊，竟没的半点力气来装任何姿态和见解，只是无言。怎么说的，有些东西错过就永不再见。
大年三十Paipai大宴Hagerty寒士尽欢颜，我俩拿着绿玉小盅喝杏花村酒。不知怎么说起跑到我们系上课的几枚外系怪物，说着说着，神怪通览就变成了戏说变态，好范HM啊，封为故事姑姑。
这两夜欢闹之间，和二舅通了个电话。不曾想他是那样一位淡定的学者，他几句治学经验总结却说破了我这许多天的彷徨。原来不过喜欢二字。好吧。难怪几天前我会梦到和二舅讨论前程。
如此，过了年。貌似，要读书了。

一句话

听着青花瓷写proposal是一种精神分裂。

还有两天就过年了

Jubilee wants a lot of things in her life.
She wants to be as busy as she should be.
She wants the ice-covered areas in her country to get warm.
She wants to send everyone a new year card.
She wants to see her parents and stay with them.
She wants to -----she keeps revising this one but can't decide her mind....
All these wishes are from the bottom of her heart.

听错了歌

在MSN上看到山，却不知如何关心，想念的话也已经说得太多了
给爸妈打电话，我关心他们，却不能照顾他们
固然身边可爱的不靠谱儿和郑小晕，但很快就会分开了吧
早晚还是我
还是我
不高兴

纯聊天

有点意思 : ) : D : D